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I have a big problem. The woman I love is 26 and I'm 28. We've been with each other for about four years, and in that time she's gotten really fat. I tried to approach her about her weight in a gentle way (women and weight is a bad convo to have), and she cried and said she thought our relationship was past "that." Not only is she fat, but she also isn't taking care of herself at all anymore. If we go out to dinner, she won't do her hair--she just puts it up in this one fucking clip that she wears every fucking day.

When we first got together, she used to run track. She used to take care of herself and her looks. Now, even when I buy her something nice--clothes, jewelry--she refuses to wear it and accuses me of "trying to change" her. When I ask her to exercise with me--to go biking, running, something--she refuses. Lately she's been accusing me of looking at other women, but she isn't doing anything to keep me looking at her. I'm frustrated. I do love her, but my attraction to her is almost gone. Please give me some advice because I feel guilty about how I feel and I just don't know what to do.

--Call Me Shallow

Dump her--and don't feel the least bit guilty about it. If the two of you were in your 50s and had been together for 30 years, yeah, then you should feel guilty about dumping your woman for getting fat and frumpy. But four years into a relationship? And still in your 20s? At that stage both of you should be at least maintaining--if not improving on--your prerelationship looks. Male or female, gay or straight, letting yourself go suddenly and prematurely to pot demonstrates a hostile disregard for your partner's feelings. It also shows that a person takes his or her partner for granted, and nothing murders attraction with more dispatch than feeling taken for granted.

So what's up with your fat and frumpy girlfriend? I'll get a hundred E-mails from amateur psychologists diagnosing your girlfriend as suffering from some sort of clinical depression the day after this column comes out. They'll scold me for telling you to dump her and insist that you're obligated to stand by her and love her regardless of her size, see the beauty within, and blah, blah, fuckin' blah. Fuck that. When you met your girlfriend she was fit and attractive and took care of herself. That's the person you fell in love with, inside and out. But it's clear now that your girlfriend presented herself to you as someone she's not: she's not a fit person who takes care of herself but a fat and frumpy person who isn't the least bit interested in taking care of herself. She deceived you, and deception is grounds for a guilt-free breakup.

And if the amateur psychologists are right and your girlfriend is depressed, then maybe getting dumped is the kick in the ass she needs to go get some help. And if she's not depressed, then she needs to go find a man who's attracted to fat and frumpy women. Those men exist. Unfortunately for your girlfriend, you're not one of them.

Here's the sitch: I was married for 4.5 years; for 3.5 of those years, I had a dog who gave me no troubles. However, now that I'm a single girl again, my dog is incredibly jealous of my lovers. It began with him breaking into my room during intercourse and making an embarrassing ruckus. He growls menacingly at my lovers as well. Lately my dog has been picking through my laundry basket, retrieving my underwear, which he proceeds to destroy and/or eat. (This isn't so funny when you're dropping $14 on a thong.) So my dog is the jealous type, this precious terrier-heeler mix, and I don't know what to do to reassure him.

--Doggie Comes First

PS: He's fixed, but he still gets hard-ons.

Oh, Lord. If I hadn't already been feeling queasy, that PS sure would've done the trick.

Anyway, advice: Despite the fact that your dog is doing you a favor when he destroys those $14 thongs (butt floss is now and forever a fashion don't), you can solve your problem by having your dog destroyed. It's a drastic step, I realize, but the godlike power over life and death is one of the thrills of pet ownership. Good luck.

Do I have an obligation to come out to my parents? I'm a polyamorous bisexual college student whose parents already think I'm a slut. They've seen me with various boys (and close female "friends") since high school, but I think that explaining the ins and outs of my sexual orientation, while it might be good for me, might also be more trouble than it's worth. I caught an STD last year and had to rely on my mother's insurance to fix the plumbing. Imagine how unpleasant it was to be told by her that it was a "tough price to pay," with the implied codicil "for being a ho." Plus, the situation as it stands is quite manageable. Do you think that I ought to come clean?

--Pragmatic or Proud?

Spare your parents the coming-out speech. The overwhelming majority of girls who identify as polyamorous bisexuals in college wind up in conventional marriages by the time they're 30. While you may be the most adventurous, tough-price-paying, polyamorous slut on campus right now, come middle age odds are good that you'll be someone's boring, Target-shopping, monogamous spouse. When you settle down you're going to feel mighty silly about any overly revealing speeches you subjected your long-suffering parents to back when you were a ho.

A girl I was sleeping with but not dating just informed me that she is pregnant and plans on keeping the child. I ended our sexual relationship because I have no intention of marrying her. But the possibility of this woman having sex with other men while my child is inside her disgusts and disturbs me. Am I justified in not wanting her to have sex with other men during the pregnancy? And how do I broach this subject with her without making things worse than they already are?

--Don't Do My Baby's Momma

You're really in no position to tell your ex-girl-you-were-sleeping-with-but-not-dating whom she can or cannot do while she's pregnant. If she wants to have a three-way with O.J. Simpson and Robert Blake, well, that's her absolute right. Of course, you have a right to ask her politely not to have sex with other people during the pregnancy, though I'd suggest you end your request with this statement: "And if you do have sex with other guys while you're pregnant, please don't tell me about it, OK?" Because if I were pregnant and the man who knocked me up and dumped me had the nerve to ask me not to have sex with anyone else, well, I wouldn't just have a three-way with O.J. Simpson and Robert Blake and tell him all about it. I'd send him the videotape.

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